oh, things have changed since i was last here. i feel kind of stifled at the moment and i just want to run away from the city (though it is a little city) and sit in a field, but i don't know how to get there yet. i'm going to rome in a few weeks and then to a reggae festival with my friends which is exciting, but at the moment i am just trying to stay sane.
i am listening to a youtube clip of rain and sitting in bed with candles. i should go to sleep but i like the nighttime because everything is quiet and peaceful.